OMG!! Thank God!!

I didn’t get the other side of my wisdom teeth taken out today. I am so pain free today, it’s such a great feeling you know when your suppose to get hurt,but you didn’t. It’s like when you haven’t eaten anything all day, they you drink something really cold and you can feel your drink slide down your throat into your stomach, it feels so good, so it felt something like that. But you know what, they changed the date of the appointment to friday the 13th in February so I hope they don’t like break my jaw or something that would suck. Peace.

One order of “OUCH!!” please

I got one side of my wisdom teeth taken out today, know I’m only half as smart.

It sucked big time, they didn’t hurt me but I could still kinda feel what they were doing(like when the dentist snapped my tooth in half), because they numbed me. They gave me this horrible injection in the top of my mouth, it tasted disgusting but smelled even worse and after I got home it was starting to hurt. I was on a diet after, very effective. I mean I could hardly eat anything, really only soup and even that hurts eating. My cheek looked as if I had a big piece of hard candy inside my mouth for the next week. Well I.m ready for the next side which they’ll take out on Jan. 28, take it easy! 

Odium

There is this person that I always get pissed off at, and sometimes wish was dead. I swear this person never leaves me alone,always yelling at me, can never give me a break. Whenever I think of this person, I get mad, and feel sick. I’m like a prisoner with this person and if I don’t do what “It” tells me to, I’m beat, but not physically( that would be easy to deal with), but mentally. This type of abuse is the worse. It’s the type of abuse that just sits there in your head, makes you feel bad like you did something wrong all the time or your the bad person. Everyday I deal with this pain, these thoughts, but it’s getting to a point that I’ll break, I have to break because there is an imbalance in my spirituality and if I don’t I ‘ll become “Odium”. But one day I’ll break out from this prison I live in and be free, live free, and I’ll run, far away from this person because I want to forget forever and embrace the person I’m suppose to be.