Finals Suck!!

Well we finally finished the finals hopfully we pass all of our classes. Some finals were really easy, what really kind of annoyed me was that most of them did not have scan trons. It was annoying to write like 107 answers on a piece of paper, but I guess thats how it gets when we get acostomed  to the finner things in life. These finals were really boring though, they just seemed to take so long to finish but we had to finish and now we have two weeks off, have fun people!

Love,

Matt

Road Trippin'

This Thanksgiving weekend will be my first road trip away from San Jose, I'm like so excited. The furthest I've ever been from San Jose is Salinas, but this weekend I will travel to Palm Springs with one of my best friends and he's like a brother to me so it will be fun meeting his family. Its also a long drive, a least six hours but it will be worth it. Hope you have an awesome weekend, take it easy, and eat mucho.

Love,

Matt 

Got Sick?

Many people are getting sick lately, I still am. It really sucks when I feel like I only want to sleep. I can't focus in class and I'm always blowing my nostrils. It's why I always carry hand sanitizer, I feel safer with it. Lately though many people are getting sick, its times like these where its most important to always remember to WASH YOUR HANDS or you'll end up with some really serious disease so take care.

Love, 

Matt 

Faithful ti'll the end

Is everyone faithful to their friends or do they use them and just dispose of them when they get what they need. Sometimes I just lay down starring at the cieling and wonder if I use my friends or at times take advantage. Or if I'm being used by any of my friends. Most of the time I feel like my friends mean more to me then my family and if I had to save someone I would pick my friends over my own Blood. Is it wrong to feel this way? Most of the time When I look at my family I just feel hate towards them and I don't stop feeling it untill I'm not around them, or I can't see or hear them. I had a lot of anger in me today and I took it out on some people who didn't do anything and I just felt like hurting whoever got on my bad side. I feel like I want to cry because what if I can't control my anger one day, what if I do something that I would have never thought of doing but because I let my anger get the best of me I did it. This is the thing I fear the most about myself because lately I just feel so angery, so pissed off at anything. I love all of my friends especially the ones in my Honors' and Accelerated classes. If I ever did something against you or upsetted you I truely, deeply apologize. I never meant to hurt any of you, I just, I just don't know whats going on with me, I don't even feel like I know myself sometimes because I do things or make even small decisions that I never would have decided about three years ago. Life was so much better back then I lived in a lovely home, my grandmother was alive and healthy, I never knew love, and... I never met my father in a bar for the first time. Maybe some of these things is where the roots of my anger lie. Whatever it is I hope all of you know that your sort of my "vaccine" the medicine that helps me get through my day, that make me happy, who make me laugh and I would never turn my back to you if you were in desperate help because thats just the kind of guy I am. I'll do almost anything for people who respect me and never ask for anything in return, except your friendship and I want to let you all know that all of you are the greatest friends I probably will ever have. And if you have any advice to help me right now I'll take it.

Love,

Matt S.

"A Jehovah What?"

I had someone called a "Jehovah Witness" or something come to my door Saturday morning. He just started asking me all these religious questions, it was weird because I have never been asked so many questions about my beliefs. I swear he was like at my door for at least a half-an-hour. Everything he was telling me he backed up with his bible. I've never heard of this sect. They're beliefs are so much more different from what I've heard of in any christian religion. I learned that they believe that god has a name, Jesus is the son of god, not god himself or some messanger of god. The last thing I learned is that when a person dies, they have no spirit or afterlife that goes to heaven or hell. What do you people think? Do you belive any of this? Have you ever heard of a Jehovah Witness? Do you know anything else about them?

An Evil Lady

Do you think it is wrong to defend what you believe? Should you express yourself or just keep shut about? These are the questions Honors Chemistry faced when our very own Danielle T. (a.k.a Carrot Girl) faced when she was viciously attacked  verbally during the beginning of the period. While Ms. Moler(Miller) started talking crap about the way she acted the day before during our lab experiment. While Danielle tried to defend herself and explain what was going on Ms. Moler referred her and sent her to the office. Not only that but Ms. Moler sent Danielle's brother Matt to the office too, and he didn't even do anything but, he wanted to defend his sister because he knew she was right and being verbally attacked. Instead of continuing the class and dropping everything she spent the ENTIRE period talking about it and letting students comment about it. So instead of giving like two minutes to let someone explain themselves she let like almost and hour pass of letting mostly Kati, (I only will mention Kati because she did most of the debating against Ms. Moler, and did an awesome job of doing it might I add) say what I think Danielle would have said in like two minutes and much simpler and we could have had a normal, boring period talking about molecules but, of course not Ms. Moler had to just put Danielle on the spot. I mean it was Ms. Moler's fault anyway, maybe if she would pick up her pants instead of letting her butt sag probably this would never had happen. That's why Danielle was laughing so hard about the day before and it wasn't just her laughing it was a few other people laughing. I think Ms. Moler just wanted an excuse to just lash out at Danielle for being the best and getting more attention than her or her molecules could ever have but hey this is just one guy's opinion, what do you think about this?

Blog Comments

I thank everyone who commented my blog a couple of days ago. I now understand why people blog and how important it is to some people. I understood that more with Kati's blog on "Pokemon"(which was very cool). I agree with something that each one of you said and like Danielle said "over time it [blogging] will get easier for all of us."

My First Blog

I don't know what to really write right now. I've never blogged before and I don't really know why people do it. The phone was made for a reason, so we can talk to each other freely, well at least most of the time. What's the big deal about it? Why do people do it? And what makes it so special? If your a person who blogs a lot, can you answer my questions to get more into it, I mean help me understand the meaning of blogging and how it contributes to other people and to the world.